Long Deployment...?

So apparently we came back early from our underway to get ready for a possible early deployment. I thought this would mean our 6 month deployment would start and end sooner, nope, it would be more like an extra deployment. So like 6-8 months, ahh! I hate being away from Alexandra and my family. However at the same time this is kind of what I signed up for. I know what it is and if I knew no one was going to do anything I would not be happy. I guess I just wish it would be someone else, maybe, idk. I just hate being away. I want to be with Alexandra married and happy, I love her so much!!!

I love and miss you sweetheart!

MWAH